Another night in the Hospital

Today I took my husband back into the hospital. He had chemo about 9 days ago and now we think it made him sick and in an even weaker state for something else. They have him on IVs /Antibiotics IV and some very strong pain meds. Which he says is just keeping the pain at bay.... not really stopping the pain. He told me today that if this is what chemo is gong to do he thinks he wants to quit chemo. He said that he would rather have six months of feeling good and enjoying our time then to feel rotten for what time it would be. Don't get me wrong.... I two would rather see him happy and feeling good then sick and in the hospital all the time /every time he has chemo., but that don't make it hurt any less. I can't help but think what the next six months could be like.