Well, where do I begin.... I guess I can start with .... today Bill has been weak for the last few days and even thou he is eating, he isn't eating as much as he us to. I am thankfull for everyday that he does eat because it is still a good sign. I thank God for every day that Bill is still with me. I can't even think of the day he isn't here. He is and will always be my soul mate. There is / nor will there be anyone like him or for me. Don't get me wrong.... I will never be alone thanks to our true friends and families but, that's not the same. Why is there cancer and why does it have to happen to good people? I was talking to my sister-in-law/best friend about our niece and how strange it is that she isn't with us any more. After several years of fighting cancer she lost the fight. I can't even imagine what it is going to be like to go back home and not have Carolyn there. She use to call every week or two and I miss her calls. I also wanted to thank those of you who wrote me about the last entry. It's funny how internet friends and friends and family who live far away are better friends then so called local friends. Thank you again .