Well, it has almost been one month since Bill passed away and I am not sure how I am doing. Moment, by moment is all I can do. Tomorrow is Thanksgivings and I wasn’t planning on anything for tomorrow. For the past 4 yrs Bill would do the thanksgiving dinner for us (to give me a brake from all the cooking) and it turned out excellent. Someone wished me a happy holiday. I told them it won’t be a good one but thanks to the kindness of people, it will be a nicer one. This year it is my stepdaughter Kama and me (plus the baby). Not the same but nice. I sit and try to be thankful for something anything and about the only thing that I am thankful for is that Bill is no longer suffering and in pain. I hope for the day I can be thankful for the day my pain ends. I’ve been told it could be weeks to up to a year or longer. God a year of feeling like shit, not good. Well, I hope they have turkey dinner at “the Harley shop and tittie bar”. Happy Thanksgiving everyone and thank you for your love and support these past few weeks. Love to all Pat